wish

how does it feel

how does it feel..
when you know its gonna end
when u know u wont see em again
when you know its gone

how does it feel
when u still keep on trying
when u get nothing but rebuke
when u see it dying

how does it feel
when u still wanna hold on
when us still remember those sweet memories
when you still cant live on

how doe it feel...
when u know u tried ur best
but u wernt not just good enuf
when u just could do the rest

how does it feel...
when u want to cry
when u want to just forget
when u still wanna give it a try

how does it feel....
when u can see the picture clearly
but u still try to blur it
because u cant just leave something u wished so dearly

how does it feel
how does it feel
how does it feel..
numb
dumb
helpless
awkward
strange
guilty

its null void